I just lost a friend… for no good reason

Hello everybody... Where do I even begin? I guess I'll start by telling you what is going on inside of me.... I feel like I have a 2 pound weight sitting on my chest. I am thoroughly upset yet I cannot seem to cry... Don't get me wrong... I kind of want to cry... I … Continue reading I just lost a friend… for no good reason →

Interpersonal relationships, involvements, and all of the other I’s Part I

I say "I" because it often starts with "I's." For instance, "I did this..."," I feel this...", and the like... So onto interpersonal relationships and such. Being a motherless child there's always a big void needing to be filled. You can't help but wonder if things would be "different" with her around. It's just like … Continue reading Interpersonal relationships, involvements, and all of the other I’s Part I →

My Dear Motherless Children, just checking in #2

Greetings! Today is a beautiful day to write a blog post. I haven't published anything in quite a while because as I might of mentioned, one of the topics I'd like to incorporate into this blog is the themes surrounding loss. Moreover, my take on an inside look within the mind of a motherless child, … Continue reading My Dear Motherless Children, just checking in #2 →

I’m allowed to be f*cking sad

"Cheer up!" No. "Don't be such a downer." Bite me. "You're bringing me down." F*ck you! "You can't just get like this every time any little thing happens." Go to hell. Seriously. What? I can't express the fact that I'm not exactly a ray of sunshine every single day? I don't need a seal of approval of WHEN … Continue reading I’m allowed to be f*cking sad →