Hello Motherless Children!!!! I am absolutely terrible in upkeeping my blog. It's been so long since I've written anything and on top of that my last post was a little sad... Not a good look, not a good look. I have been busy though, a good kind of busy. It's hard to believe, but in … Continue reading A slither of Transcendence
Hello everybody... Where do I even begin? I guess I'll start by telling you what is going on inside of me.... I feel like I have a 2 pound weight sitting on my chest. I am thoroughly upset yet I cannot seem to cry... Don't get me wrong... I kind of want to cry... I … Continue reading I just lost a friend… for no good reason
My brothers sometimes criticize me because I have really dark jokes.. Jokes that play on the border of life and death. A friend once told me... "She likes her humor as dark as her beer." He was referring to me of course. I see the world how cold it is and I think to myself … Continue reading The Darkness Within…
Hello Safe space, Oh how much I needed you today See I'm not quite feeling myself... I'm not okay You know... doing "the right thing" is not easy Sometimes I don't know what I'm doing and sometimes I know exactly what I'm doing and still get tangled up in the mess and let myself be … Continue reading I let myself get carried away…
"Cheer up!" No. "Don't be such a downer." Bite me. "You're bringing me down." F*ck you! "You can't just get like this every time any little thing happens." Go to hell. Seriously. What? I can't express the fact that I'm not exactly a ray of sunshine every single day? I don't need a seal of approval of WHEN … Continue reading I’m allowed to be f*cking sad
Foolish little heart I've yet to grow apart Ideologies as a kid I've yet to have rid More like just put a lid On the emotions that just scare me... Oh be weary! This heart will have you torn up into pieces Feelings will leak out and drip along the creases Feelings faint, but can … Continue reading One of those ‘I can’t sleep so I’ll write a poem’ poem
The media admires people who are sure of their decisions and know exactly what they want to do right off the bat. They know what they want, how to get there, they get up every morning and go for it. Boy, would I like to know what those people eat for breakfast everyday. Take a … Continue reading Why are we so afraid of self discovery?
A Cup of Tea with a Motherless Child 